bad as hell Lyrics

Ooo, yeah

Mhmm

When I get anxiety

I tend to forget how I can breathe

My heads a scary place full of all this dark shit that I can't erase, I

Finally learned my lesson

Aint helping no one sitting around stressing

Gotta know what it's like to feel- look in the mirror to make myself feel real I

Know there's a lot of things that I can't change

Don't mean that I'm never sick of the pain

At thirteen, wanted to go to heaven

Became an adult when I was seven

Forced to see things I didn't understand, but now I understand it made me who I am

That girl she packed up and walked out the door

You wouldn't even recognize her no more

She's bad as hell and she's rough to the core

To bad you really can't hurt her no more

All these bad memories I'm missing

Writing this song got me reminising

Me and you, standing in the kitchen when you said my body needed to look different

Thighs too big and my arms too long

So I started trying to make my waist small

Trying to please someone who didn't care at all

Now your probably sitting there wishing that I'd call

To give you a chance to apologize

For all the nights I couldn't dry my eyes

All the nights I had to hear your screams

I never knew one man could be so mean

I remember how it felt sitting in my room

With the few calories you'd let me consume

And the thinner I'd get the more I felt better, hiding my bones with a baggy sweater

That girl she packed up and walked out the door

You wouldn't even recognize her no more

She's bad as hell and she's rough to the core

To bad you really can't hurt her no more

All these years I hope your still thinking

Your a piece of shit let that one sink in

Thought that you could make me reach my brink and

Six years later I'm still singing

Remember when you said I wouldn't make it far

Now my songs are playing in your family's car

Hoping times teaching you a lesson

Cause you got some qualities you should be stressing

That girl she packed up and walked out the door

You wouldn't even recognize her no more

She's bad as hell and she's rough to the core

To bad you really can't hurt her no more

Hope you know that I'm getting stronger

My waist still small but my legs are longer

Now you're forced to sit and ponder about the little girl that you always bothered

Did it make you feel so big and strong

To make everyone else feel one foot tall

Never in my life did I feel so small

Then when a grown-ass man tried to control it all

Oh no, I'm stronger now

I'm stronger now

I'm stronger now