fever dream Lyrics

Before I knew it I was a little girl

Always trying to figure out their lies

Always trying to stay inside

And I'm wondering, what's wrong with me?

Why do all these people keep on leaving?

I know he knows there's something wrong with me

I thought that looks could be deceiving

Before I knew it I was in the world

Learning how to love, when it's something you ain't seen

Makes it, kinda hard

And makes it feel like it's a fever dream

Loving you is like a fever dream

I never knew the things that hurt me then would hurt me now

And I can't help but wonder what it is you'd say

To try and make me come around

And every time I feel like I moved on

Hear your name and I feel like I'm nine again

And they always say that I'm so strong

But inside I'm just trying to die again

And I beg you if your gonna do it, kill me now

And I wonder what it is I'd do if I didn't have you around

Learning how to love, when it's something you ain't seen

Makes it, kinda hard

And makes it feel like it's a fever dream

Maybe you could try, loving me

With your eyes closed