Sad Little Fella ft. killedmyself Lyrics

Is this a joke now? I woke up

And I choked up on myself

I've made mistakes but my mama raised me not to go to hell

And I got these dark black boots

That I wear with these dark black pants

And well, I'm sure you understand the rest

I'm just a sad little fella

Do I got bands? well I don't got hella

Got about enough to buy a brand new tank of gasoline

And that's about it, yeah that's about it

And my head's been spinning

Cause the nicotine addict in me is winning

And it won't stop grinning cause it got the best of me

And my drinks been spilling

Had a little too much

Can barely aim it into my mouth

But I keep on sipping

And the people they just keep on dissing

So I guess I'll live my life alone like I'm used to

We should take shots and smoke like we used to

Guess it won't happen anymore since you slammed that door

And it all broke down

Is this a joke now? I woke up

And I choked up on myself

I've made mistakes but my mama raised me not to go to hell

And I got these dark black boots

That I wear with these dark black pants

And well, I'm sure you understand the rest

I'm just a sad little fella

Do I got bands? well I don't got hella

Got about enough to buy a brand new tank of gasoline

And that's about it, yeah that's about it

And my head's been spinning

Cause the nicotine addict in me is winning

And it won't stop grinning cause it got the best of me

You ever have a dream that makes you so uncomfortable

You think about it all day? Well I've had them all week

And they all just seem to have the same old faces

Of the people I though I'd let go of

That I thought I'd never miss

And somehow and the end of every one

I'm dead and not for long I'm missed

I don't know

I got thoughts and feelings y'all don't know about

And I got these real weird issues

I hope that someday I'll work out

Like the tics I've had since about grade five

And the little things that I say to try

And start a conversation

But instead I make it awkward everytime