Drowning ft. Lunarity Lyrics

I push myself so hard to get better at everything, and I do improve, but it's still not enough for me

The bar keeps getting higher before I can grab it, like climbing a staircase where the top keeps getting further away and the ball and chain attached to your ankle is getting heavier and heavier

I wanted complete control

This was what I had to do to be happy

I don't even remember anything else I was doing in my life

It all just became a blur

The only thing I can truly remember looking back now was just being so tired, and cold, and sad all the time

You're the puppet on strings, and when you try to cut yourself free, not only do you face your fears head-on, but you live with them

I felt like I was drowning

Every time I tried to get back to the surface to breathe, another wave would crash down on me and pull me right back under again

The voice was louder than ever, drowning out the one that was telling me everything was going to be okay

I felt broken and that no one could fix me

Black fog surrounded me everywhere I went and I couldn't breathe

I was so stretched thin

I was trying so hard to swim but the waves kept coming, each one stronger than the last

There wasn't a reason, and I couldn't really find one, but I kept going