(I Kinda Hate Seeing You) Happy ft. Lil Peet & NPR Lyrics

Ayo, pardon me if I sound obsessed

I sound vindictive but I need to get this shit off my chest

Cause I've been going through my life for way too long without direction

Thought you'd be my better half, you were just a dirty reflection

Now I'm stressin' every day while another man counts his blessings

You're so much better than him but I'm not sending you that message

Cause you dicked me over so quickly, I thought that you'd regret it

But you're happier than ever and now I just look pathetic

But whatever, that's all fine

Had an intervention so divine

Can't be his if you can't be mine

Got a good dick but it can't beat mine

Yeah, I'm tired of being nice

Let myself get fucked right over twice

So while I hope we can be friends again one day, now I'm about that spite

I wonder what you think of me

A stranger or an enemy?

I know I've done some petty shit

Forgive me if I send the beat

You still mean a lot to me

But music is my centerpiece

A liar's way too good for you

So here's the facts, honestly

I don't know what you're doing tonight

But if you're having fun, I might just ruin your life

It's not that I don't care, and I don't mean to be crappy

I'm glad you're doing well but I kinda hate seeing you happy

Ayo, happiness objective

Gettin' bitches, my directive

I say love, that's the message

Gave my homie $50 for some contraceptives

Rap right now but I don't know where this shit headed

L Ron Hubbard on xenu and dianetics

Ititarod dogs, you flyin off on the sleds

And word on the walls, there's water where the lead is

And up on my dick, that's where yo girl's head is

Hah, bitch, how could I ever be jealous?

You ain't happy, you pretentious zealots overzealous

Make the earth quake, yo ass fall in the crevice

Look like the type of jit who eats hot lettuce, yeah

Pussyfooting politics, pockets getting fatter

Take yourself serious, I met that shit with laughter

B.A.A.D.'s greatest rapper, you call me the B.A.A.D. master

I don't know what you're doing tonight

But if you're having fun, I might just ruin your life

It's not that I don't care, and I don't mean to be crappy

I'm glad you're doing well but I kinda hate seeing you happy

Are you happy now?

Are you happy now? (I kinda hate seeing you happy)

Are you happy now?

Are you happy now?

Is this life I live the one that I deserve? (Deserve, deserve, deserve)

If I had to have my shitty days, yours should've came first (first, first)

Know your fuckin' worth

Hey, what's got you so vague?

Why you actin' kinda fake?

You be raisin' up the stakes cause you avoid me like the plague

I ain't change nothin' 'bout me

I know changes when I see

Now what's changed is that you flee anytime I try to speak

Was it something that I said?

I can't figure out your head

All that's done is needless dread

Why you make me feel so dead?

I'm just tryna be your friend

There is nothing to amend

Nothing that caused any end

Always put our talk on pend

I can't stand anymore of this social drought

Don't get what this whole disconnect's about

I bet you put me off just for fuckin' clout

Just another way to get your ego out

Guess I'm just another part of the order

Where you ghost your friends and put them in a border

In the back of a corridor tryna figure out what you resent me for

Well it's been some years and I've moved along

But I still got a feat on this song

And shit's been pent up for too damn long

So I don't care if any of what I say is wrong

I know your name isn't Kennedy

But sometimes I wish you'd eat a can-o-deez

Well goddammit, now I just sound mean

I just wanna know why you've resented me, please

I don't know what you're doing tonight

But if you're having fun, I might just ruin your life

It's not that I don't care, and I don't mean to be crappy

I'm glad you're doing well but I kinda hate seeing you happy

Are you happy now?

Are you happy now? (I kinda hate seeing you happy)

Are you happy now?

Are you happy now? (Bring it back again)

Are you happy now? (I don't know what you're doing tonight)

Are you happy now? (But if you're having fun I might just ruin your life)

Are you happy now? (It's not that I don't care and I don't mean to be crappy)

Are you happy now? (I'm glad you're doing well but I kinda hate seeing you)