if and when Lyrics

Hey!

What unleashed this side of you?

You're not usually speaking

'Bout what you think I should do,

I should choose

Hey!

Whatchu think about all this change?

Haven't let go of me all day

What were you gonna tell me?

That you're scared to say

All my faith is almost gone

'Cus when I think about what I want

I'm sorry but I don't know

I have no response!

And then it's May, we graduate

You always say

You'll do anything to go where I will go

I hope it's worth the wait

When in doubt, I'll be your cheerleader

But I doubt that you'll even need a clutch

To be there when I won't

Yeah, you'll be fine okay!

Things were good so why'd you go away?

Have to let you know

I don't count on anyone to say this stuff

But you say things the best in every way

I'ma get stuck in this time

By taking pics of us left and right

And nothing's gonna last forever

But with you, it might

Coming clean I need to lay it out

and tell the story so far

There's not much I can do to fix it

Before things fall apart

You think I would've learned a lesson

Beyond the past that we shared

It's not fair, it's not fair

All I need, like vapor

Like I breathe you

And I'm cleared and I'm charged

Addictive energy I'm trying not to need

But it's hard

Still convincing myself that I need to go home

'Cus I've burnt out on my own

So I try to get some sleep

But I don't have you to hold

And when I cry I don't want you to see

Tears on my pillow

And I have too many ways to say

How I feel alone

I'll sleep on the left side tonight

But it still feels cold

When you switch up you got me down

Down, down

When you switch up got me

Oh, what's the point of being anything?

Other than with you head to feet

I don't care what I need I just want you

I'll wear your jersey with the nine

I'll write you a lullaby

Remember me by your side, what it was like

I wish it was simple, but it's not

I'll keep missing the way it was

'Till the end, don't pause

'Till the end, don't

Maybe we should skip to when

We're together again and move on

'Till we're in the same spot

(If and when)

I wish I was with you, but I'm not

I'll keep missing the way it was

'Till the end, don't pause

'Till the end, don't

Maybe we should skip to when

We're together again and move on

'Till we're in the same spot

If and when it comes