a cry for help Lyrics

I hate that I'm always alone

Stuck in my room

Glued to my phone

Wanna go out but no motivation

Sadness and broken

My favorite sensation

I know that I'm gods creation

But I'm loose weight I'm just not playing

They hear my songs

Ask what I be saying

I tell them fuck off

I'm in pain and anguish

But I'm crazy and I'm stupid,

Want love where's cupid?

She a demon real ruthless

How else do I have to prove it

Wanna grow old with my spouse

Have kids, buy a house, relocate, down south

So no one can hear my mouth

I just keep going on bout this shit (On god)

Got no time for a bitch (No time)

How's it hard for me to live (For real)

They ask and I just give in (I do)

How many times I've sinned (Fuck)

My mental illness wins (God damn)

How I try to ask for help

The demon in me just has me pinned

She was my light, she was my key

But now it's all dark and I'm so lonely

What can I do to get out of this pain

stuck on the past, it's stuck in my brain

Stuck on this long never ending train

No clear skies, just all rain

I'm in denial can't handle the truth

But I'm so lost, without you.

Time has gone, time has come

Can't believe what I've become

Wished for better, wished for more

My mental health? its all torn

A cry for help, they don't listen

No matter how hard I scream

Be saying this like the all the time

Nothing is as what it seems

I'm just stuck here with my dreams

No happiness in between

I miss calling you my queen

She broke my mind, she broke me

A cry for help, will you listen please

They don't listen to me

They don't listen to me

They don't listen to me

They don't listen to me

They don't listen to me