before i go. ft. autrioly Lyrics

Don't wanna stay tonight

Want me to leave you alone

And run away

And die alone

And die alone

Stuck in an endless loop

In a heartless maze

God damn she made my heart break

All her love was all just fake

I don't know

How much more I could take

Before I go, I wanna say

Next time would you stay away

Stay away from me again

God damn I just lost my best friend.

Sometimes I wish things were fine Sometimes I wish things were great

Fuck that I'm just so alone

So heartbroken, filled with hate

Why did you lie, all for what

Now you gone so far away

Telling you to fucking leave

But really I want you to stay.

Don't wanna stay tonight

Want me to leave you alone

And run away

And die alone

And die alone

Take a step back

Cause I'm stuck on you

You make me feel bad

And I cannot move

Every time I'm happy it angers you

But I'm doing better

There's nothing to prove

You made me drink

And made me high

Trapped in my head

And I would just cry

Sometimes I think I should just die

But with death

I'm just oh so shy

I'm running away from you again

Been doing this since I was ten

Growing up I would play pretend

Emotional trauma it all just blends

But don't worry I'm over you

I convince myself to believe it's true

Try to calm down before I get blue

You and drugs it's hard to choose.

(Why you wanna stay)

(I tell you go away)

(I hate you and this place)