hard as it is ft. Ane Lyrics

Still got hope in my tank, I don't plan to stop

Got a lot of money coming, I'll go to the top

Told my momma too many times I'll be a superstar

And I'll buy way too many cars to fit our home garage

Against all my demons I fought since I was a little kid

Had rough times when lean and pills helped me numb the pain indeed

But I don't need no homies now to help me get home 'cause I quit

I made a promise to myself, I'll face the pain hard as it is

I remember all the nights with xans and perkys in my bed

Couldn't quiet down my thoughts so I turned down to drugs instead

Didn't notice what I was doing to myself at some extent

Memory losses, feelings nauseous, time to get out of my head

Lean on my table, used to help me numb my feelings

Cause I had bitches in my life that broke my heart in pieces

Wasn't good with myself before them either I admit it

Slicing my wrist out of the rage and hopelessness, addicting

Now I got my power back, watch me dance, I'm 21

Savage, two bitches on my birthday, one for evening, one for dawn

Hair pulled, bed shaking, loud moans she my rock guitar

Got no feelings, won't go through that shit again, not made for love

I got guys that can quiet down your stupid ass, don't talk

If you don't know this money language, yeah, I'd better shut up

Me and my boys aim for the racks, we don't have time to lose

We dream for mansions for our parents, howling at the moon

Still got hope in my tank, I don't plan to stop

Got a lot of money coming, I'll go to the top

Told my momma too many times I'll be a superstar

And I'll buy way too many cars to fit our home garage

Against all my demons I fought since I was a little kid

Had rough times when lean and pills helped me numb the pain indeed

But I don't need no homies now to help me get home cause I quit

I made a promise to myself, I'll face the pain hard as it is