high holiday (Matt Priscilla Variant) ft. Matt Priscilla Lyrics

High holiday (yeah I'm on high holiday)

Spark up and forget about you for a day

Wake up in the night 'cause I see your face

In my dreams today

I sober up right away

Yeah I'm on high holiday

Down these bottles hoping you decide to stay

Face the fact that you left me just 'cause of me

And all I feel is pain

Yeah I numb my heart, that's the only way

Look

It seems like nowadays I gotta smoke just to feel sum'

Drink just to get numb

Filling up my lungs

I've got some habits but none of them are as bad as you

You got me hooked on a feeling that I don't wanna lose

I'm getting paranoid and I fuckin' hate it

You left my system and I hit the pavement

Since then been replaying old conversations

I'm high so I don't have to face it

High holiday

Spark up and forget about you for a day

Wake up in the night 'cause I see your face

In my dreams today

I sober up right away

Yeah I'm on high holiday

Down these bottles hoping you decide to stay (yeah I'm on high holiday)

Face the fact that you left me just 'cause of me

And all I feel is pain

Yeah I numb my heart, that's the only way

It's been three years but not shit has changed

Gettin' fucked up every day

My brain is such a scary place

So I medicate to numb my pain

I lied to you when I said that I'm not sad today, I'm not sad today

But it feels so good just fuckin' up my everything, oh

I'm only happy when I'm high

I take a hit and let my brain pretend that I'm alright, but I wanna die

The thought of you with someone new makes me fuckin' nauseous

Stay high so I don't think about us

High holiday

Spark up and forget about you for a day

Wake up in the night 'cause I see your face

In my dreams today

I sober up right away

Yeah I'm on high holiday (Don't recognize who you are now)

Down these bottles hoping you decide to stay (Did I mean nothing can't figure out)

Face the fact that you left me just 'cause of me (I've got some habits but none of them are as bad as you)

And all I feel is pain (You got me hooked on a feeling that I don't wanna lose)

Yeah I numb my heart, that's the only way