Conversations Lyrics

I was replaying conversations in my head

Rehearsed apologies I didn't have to give

I was reliving all the bad stuff that you said

Rereading messages I didn't have to send

You've been screaming in your sleep

You've been having those bad dreams

I look the wrong way when I try to cross the street

Rereading messages I didn't have to keep

You showed me all your scars

And I know how you'll die

Doesn't matter what I say

Doesn't matter that I tried

Is it enough?

Can I be happy

Is it enough?

Try not to hate the things you love

Is it enough?

Can I be happy

Is it enough?

Try not to hate the things you love

I always thought I'd be normal

I always thought I'd be I'd be a normal person

Always thought I'd be social

That I'd fit in and be loved and feel good about it

But instead I'm stressed and feel like a misshapen puzzle piece

I always thought I'd be normal

I always thought I'd be I'd be a normal person

Always thought I'd be social

That I'd fit in and be loved and feel good about it

But instead I'm stressed and feel like a misshapen puzzle piece

I was replaying conversations in my head

Rehearsed apologies I didn't have to give

I was reliving all the bad stuff that you said

Rereading messages I didn't have to send

I was replaying conversations in my head

Rehearsed apologies I didn't have to give

I was reliving all the bad stuff that you said

Rereading messages I didn't have to send

You think I'm trying to save you

I think I'm trying to save face

You think that I think I'm perfect

I think that you think I'm useless