Forgot My Elation at the Bus Stop Lyrics

Find me on the couch slumped

Double cup is empty and it stay that way

Got to put faith in me

Head is full of vacancy

This shell of mine encasing me

Breaking the cycle appearing to be the last hope for my life

I be chasing peace

When I open my eyes feel the passage of time

Stare at the stained glass

Search for the divine

Could be lack of good sleep or the chills down my spine

Lost my elation when I chose this life

No

Feel small and pitiful

This space is liminal

I'm forgetting my station

Yeah

I forgot my elation

Oh

Will God forgive my soul

His rage is biblical

I'm drawn by the temptation

Yeah

I forgot my elation

No

Just got on the last bus and the reaper conducting it

Looking scuffed yet I got no choice but to put my trust in it

But not my faith

That's reserved for the one above and the ones I love

Now I'll ride it home till I hear the morning dove

Hands clenched 'round my neck

Yeah my problems double decker

Constantly work to earn some self respect

And I haven't had a break yet

Coming up fast on the intersection

Should probably get my breaks checked

Yeah

Thinking about those friends that left me

Always told me they'd never leave

Yeah their lies almost got me to dry heave

It's a virus that can never go away

Go away

Luckily I got my true friends

The one's that always got my back to defend

Should've realized I was never alone

There are no sins that I need to atone

I see it now

I've truly grown

Never by myself I should've known

Feel small and pitiful

This space is liminal

I'm forgetting my station

Yeah

I forgot my elation

Oh

Will God forgive my soul

His rage is biblical

I'm drawn by the temptation

I forgot my elation

No