Red River Lyrics

Don't wanna wake up but I realize I got too much rest

I got a fat black demon pressing down on my chest

Got my subconscious suffocating

Now my heart finna seize

Weight of the world hitting

I'm collapsing down on my knees

I'm gonna wake up when the time is right

That is what I tell myself

Still I disregard my health

By best interests are high on the shelf

Life is unfair

But some have it worse

And some dive head first into a hearse

One day I'm gonna say my last words

Nah

I ain't tryna rehearse

Hydra in my plane of sight

Temptation rears it's ugly head

I grab the sword and slice him open

Blood that spills turns clear to red

I pierce the devils skull

With the flaming spirit of old

Freeing the stolen souls

Serrated gold

New found faith is my hold

Hypocrisy up in my words if I'm claiming the dragon is already slain

Descendant of Cain

In spite of the efforts of good hearted

Sixteen heads now to his name

I sharpen the blade and my tongue

Consider the thought that he's already won

No

Forty days and forty nights the time it takes to put down the gun

No

Thinking you know my pain

Bitch you don't know the demons I've slain

Wasn't easy though since I wanted a gun put to my brain

Pull the trigger leave my body in the rain

But I had to pull through

Be there for my family and my crew

Won't let them see me in a casket this soon

Don't want them to think I won't wake up at noon

Depression is an ugly bitch

Tried to put me in the ditch

That veil keeps calling my name

Saying that's the game

Knowing I'm the one to blame

Cause I can't keep my mental tame

Came home had a real bad day

Agonizing I was in constant pain

Popped a couple pills to make it go away

I'm dizzy and got a headache

See a gun saving grace

Aimed it at my brain I pulled the trigger

Bang

It's only a blank

Look around I'm on a stage

Camera facing me and I don't know what to say

Scene cuts out and I do another take

Thoughts been haunting me since I was in the third grade

Insanity going manic

Inside I am rotting and rancid

Red filling my lungs start to panic

How do I escape

Am I going insane

My mind is in chains I cannot be saved

Then I stumble out my bathroom door

Before I know it I'm bleeding all over the floor

So I let that red river flow

Now I don't feel any pain no more

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