Rock Bottom Lyrics

Cuaqueptoczin two 0 eight

West Widit

What they know about the struggle homie

I've hit rock bottom and I'm fallen once again

From the pain and all the problems that it seems will never end

They cannot be forgotten but I hope to make amends

For the struggles that I've broughten to my family and friends

Through the ups and through the downs I've seen so many disappear

Now my homies ain't around I'm left to wonder why I'm here

My souls is always rotting and I'm drowning in my tears

But I know that time ain't stopping and I'm left to face my fears

Lookin for another way, it seems I'll never find

I go through it everyday and Dogg I'm going out my mind

Memories play of all the things I've left behind

My life is looking grey and i just wish I could rewind

There's nothing I can say that can make you understand

How it is to live this way when things ain't going like I planned

Till I hit the grave I'm feeling stranded in this land

Asking God if he can save me from the Doom that is at hand

I'm stuck on feelin sad and I'm lost in all the sorrow

Sometimes it gets so bad that i don't care to see tomorrow

Everything we have are just some things we get to borrow

And leave in the past on the day we get to follow

Those who Rest In Peace and finally get to leave this Earth

The pain don't ever cease and it's been wit me since my birth

I'm stuck wit this disease and i feel stuck under a curse

Askin God if he can please help me get through all the hurt

Now things ain't the same I got a different point of view

I lived my life insane and ran around without a clue

I'm the only one to blame for all the pain that I've been through

And only I can make a change and choose to live for something new

I think of all the tragedy and hurt that has arisen

From living with insanity to facin life in prison

It's going to take the man in me to come to this decision

But I'll do it for my family and life that I envision

All my life I've been considered as the worst

Packing guns and knives looking to hit them vatos first

Left with no hope and I was even left to die

Hazy mind from all the dope and corrupted from the lies

Jefita please forgive me for times I made you cry

For times that you would miss me and I left you hanging dry

Inside I'm feeling empty and I know the reasons why

I'm blessed you never left me and just know that I'm a try

To never go back to living life on the street

To get back on track and to get back up on my feet

My mind is out of whack and deep inside I'm feeling weak

I don't know how to act and I don't find the worst to speak

I've hit rock bottom and I'm fallen once again

From the pain and all the problems that it seems will never end

They cannot be forgotten but i hope to make amends

For the struggles that I've broughten to my family and friends