Dear God Lyrics

I feel lost dear God am I paying the cost

They tell me get up on the wagon but I keep falling off

I'm in locks and chains staring up at the box

Then it's back into my cell as I get stuck in my thoughts

So confused oh Lord I don't know what to do

Or what to say and I'll i know is that the answer is you

So crude and so wicked is the way that i view

Society now a days and most don't have a clue

Pushing dope losing hope and losing all that i had

Or so i thought but now I see things are never so bad

Long as i got You i need nobody else

Hear me pray as i plead for my families health

Trying to find a way out and be all i can be

And figure what it's all about as i get down on my knees

Hear the words out my mouth and please hear as i plea

Up on the clouds looking down is there salvation for me

Please look down on me with Your love and mercy

Most people see a G and see a man not worthy

To go to heaven for the life I'm living

But it's up to my God if I'll be forgiven

My world is spinning and I'm feeling crazy

And I've brought so much pain to the ones who made me

Love my mom she's held on so strong

Don't know how I'll go on when she's finally gone

Goin out of my mind im so misunderstood

Cus i roll with my kind throwing up my hood

Just because I could doesn't mean that i will

I been caught up in no good and temptations to kill

All the blood i came to spill will come back on my head

It's for sure that it will and it's something I dread

I take a hit and pop a pill and then i lay on my bed

And think about what's to come with the morning ahead

I can feel my eyes burn holding back these tears

Thinking bout what I've learned through these passing years

Now I guess it's my turn to face my fears

And there's a reason that I'm here but it still ain't clear

I submerge in the word and the message it brings

About the King of all Kings and the spiritual things

About the Lord of all Lord's and what's still in store

Like the signs and the wars that we can't ignore

Praying for my family and the ones that i love

To make it through the tragedies to the heavens above

And to the ones I don't know i hope you make it too

He's not slow no one knows no one has a clue

When the raptures to come and it's finally done

So make sure you ain't among those cursing with tongues

Bringing evil to the people till they finally fall

Jesus Christ how we need you God bless us all

Amen