GNOSIS Lyrics

Baby can't you tell that I would like to disappear?

(Please don't talk about the things I could be holding so dear)

When everytime I am alone I sink surrounded by fears

(You know that's why I never let no one near me)

Always mentioning the end but I don't think that they hear me

(Baby if you ever meant it why don't you speak sincerely?)

I ain't got long left to spend, yeah I can see it so clearly

Yeah I can't wait to never wake up again

Yeah I can't wait for them to put a fake bouquet in my hands

So it may never wilt

It's just one of many faint attempts

To keep an image alive of someone I have never been (yeah)

Disappointment isn't something you can dress me in

This appointment is the only one I won't feel stressed within

Shawty really thinks she knows about the sort of mess I'm in

But does she really know of anything?

It's so depressing when

Sins are the only things that I really care about (care about)

I had visions and dreams, yeah, they were paramount

But a little along the way I started staring down (staring down)

Empty bottlenecks, the odd blister and then a fair amount

Of white lies which would keep me up most of my nights

I do want to get better but I can't keep it off my mind

Behind my eyes I always see something that isn't quite right

It's burned into them and won't leave as long as I am alive

Baby can't you tell that I would like to disappear?

(Please don't talk about the things I could be holding so dear)

When everytime I am alone I sink surrounded by fears

(You know that's why I never let no one near me)

Always mentioning the end but I don't think that they hear me

(Baby if you ever meant it why don't you speak sincerely?)

I ain't got long left to spend, yeah I can see it so clearly

No recollection yet I still hear the ringing

No sense of direction, every room I enter is spinning

The frame is eroding, yeah the threads keep on thinning

You know I keep on holding, yeah I keep on clinging

On to my own lies (lies)

I just need more time (time)

I hope one day I will make it all alright (right?)

Tell me why'd you cry? (cry?)

Never said goodbye (why?)

There's only one way but it got lost in the light

So why they're trying to stop me? Yeah I don't wanna slow down

Always keeping up the speed, yeah I might go skip the town

When she is headed out to leave she always goes with a frown

Baby tell me can't you see that I am going to drown

All these responsibilities are driving me to the ground

So please don't make any sound

When you get right out of here

Baby can't you tell that I would like to disappear?

(Please don't talk about the things I could be holding so dear)

When everytime I am alone I sink surrounded by fears

(You know that's why I never let no one near me)

Always mentioning the end but I don't think that they hear me

(Baby if you ever meant it why don't you speak sincerely?)

I ain't got long left to spend, yeah I can see it so clearly