HOMESICK Lyrics

Yeah now I'm going off the deep end

She'd like to stay with me but I'd much rather pretend

That everything is alright even though I'm seething

Yeah it's a place I hate to be

Because it pains me just to keep on breathing

Yeah it burned certain feeling

Right where I see

And it certainly keeps on beating

Right down on me

And it won't stop until I'm bleeding

Nineteen years, now you can't even catch me sleeping

You know it's hard to keep my thoughts straight

When these walls never stop talking to me

When these memories fog up my mind it's way harder to see

These paths I walked along no longer seem so calming to me

Will you stay back here or will you go so much further me?

Yeah, I've been around and I've been to many places

Yet when I'm around here I can't help but see those faces

I see her cry, I see her smile, I see her faded

I used to see a lot but now I only see the traces

You know I already did turns on this ride

Oh why?

Nineteen years and I still won't feel alright

(And I still won't feel alright)

And I still won't feel alright

Light leaking through the blinds, my thoughts are going astray

I feel like you could read my mind but somehow I feel insane

And every morning I wake up it gets way harder to stay

When all I really wanna do is throw my life far away

It's just the echoes that always keep on ringing

I'm sorry that I'm not the type of gift that keeps on giving

Can't see what you see in me, yet you might just change my living

Yeah, yeah

You know I already did turns on this ride

Oh why?

Nineteen years and I still won't feel alright

Yeah now I'm going off the deep end

She'd like to stay with me but I'd much rather pretend

That everything is alright even though I'm seething

Yeah it's a place I hate to be

Because it pains me just to keep on breathing

Yeah it burned certain feeling

Right where I see

And it certainly keeps on beating

Right down on me

And it won't stop until I'm bleeding

Nineteen years, now you can't even catch me sleeping