Now I have been at this for a minute

Still ain't got no recognition

Don't trip was just a demonstration of a small beginning

I have been making all my beats

Taste the sound

How exquisite

The shit I make is gold

The shit you make is unfinished

I am the

True definition of what they isn't

I have been out here getting smarter

Making better decisions

I can't be thirty years old and eating rolls at Excision

Or sniffing coke until my nose feels nonexistent

Instead I am shroom tea sipping

Low temp ripping fat dabs

Bumping Larry June

My life is Orange Printed

I have never reached fame, but always felt like I did it

With the constantly doing drugs and annoying ass women

Yeah I said women not bitches

I hope you know the difference

Anybody that really knows me knows I have been pimping

That Mr.Hit it hit it quit it

Penal vision

My dick may need an intervention

I am still a goof

Some might say that I come off rude

Well if I do

Then maybe what I said is directed to you

I have spent my whole life concerned for everyone else's mood

That I forgot about myself until twenty twenty-two

I woke up

I stood in front of this mic and then I spoke up

I was the kid with rocket powers t shirts and a bowl cut

Who turned into a Nashville rapper that nobody knows of

Damn

It seems like ain't much changed

I continue to push through all my problems and pain

I do it all for me and don't care if your entertained

And the wave that I'm now just gets taller with old and grey

And when the peak crashes I will be standing up straight

With ten toes on the ground

And the sky at my face

Without a care in the world knowing that I came a long way

You wish you felt this great

I'm no longer out here sniffing drugs

Nah

When the day begins

I get a stretching in

And then I smoke with my lady friend

Jump in Ableton

Turn into some sort of alien

You'd think I watch porn because on my Mac is where my babies is

Every now and then

I am out in public

hang with friends

It never fails to see a few that's needing rehab again

Just look at the state he's in

That boy is eighty-six'd

He hit me with (hey how you been)

Good I was about to dip

This big boy just trying to better himself

Lose weight because I'm sick of wearing triple xl's

Shoelace around my waist

Can't find a big enough belt

But then again I am thankful I am not as slim as a rail

See y'all forgot that I know what it's like with drugs and being self abusive

Feeling the feeling of wanting to stop and then back to it

Inside your head it's impossible you can't do it

Well things would change if you'd throw away that list of excuses

Things would change if you rearranged the people you group with

Things would change if you listened to more positive music

Things would change if you believed in change

You like a bartender that ain't receiving change

Man that's shitty service

Everything you trying to drown soon floats to the surface

To wash them sins away means baptisms

Multiple church's

All the drugs you buy is refurbished

Inside your mind has is it ever occurred that

Not really shits changed

You continue to ignore all of your problems and pain

You do drugs with the homies that's the only way you're entertained

And the wave that you're now just gets smaller and fades away

The peak will never crash and you can't stand up straight

With ten toes on the ground the same place as your face

Without a care in the world thinking that you came a long way

But

You don't look so great

Things would change if you believed in change