So Big, So Tired Lyrics

Everything feels so big

And I'm so, goddamn, tired

My feet stay stuck to the floor

My head is full of water

Just my luck that I can't sleep

Always between, never where I should be

The world's unforgivable, my room is unlivable

And I have no choice but to exist in both

Is it the antipsychotics? The mood stabilizers?

Or am I just eternally tired?

At what point will I have had enough?

I don't know what I'll do, I don't know what I want

Everything feels so big

And I'm so, g-ddamn, tired

My feet stay stuck to the floor

My head is full of water

Any good feelings never last me too long

And then when they're gone, there's nothing breaking my fall

It takes all I have just to keep myself going

Eating, cleaning, sleeping, and crying

I try to keep drinking water, and keep breathing deep

No matter how hard I try, it's not what I need

I'd feel like a burden, if I felt anyone else

I miss snow on my face, I miss knowing myself

I just can't accept

Moving at my own pace

The world is flying past me too fast

I think if I blink one more time I'll be dead!

I need time to slow down with me

We can waltz if it won't step on my feet

I can never get back up to speed, I'll be

Playing catch up for all of eternity!

All of eternity

Time won't slow down with me

All of eternity

Please, baby, just hold on and dance with me

I don't wanna blink

I don't wanna blink

I'm missing my life

There's no way to rewind

I don't wanna blink

I miss feeling snow fall on my face

I can't feel a thing

Just so tired