Just Jest ft. Heidi Thomas & Heartless Studio Cast Lyrics

I'd like to tell you a story

One about wars for glory

Everything I've lived until now

I've fought for the land of Chess

And tried to forget the rest

I've never questioned why or how

This might sound naïve

But I never believed

There was something for me

But now I see it

My whole life I've played so many parts

A soldier, a joker, all without a heart

I've never known quite how how to feel

But with you everything seems real

I may have much to loose

But when I'm with you

I'm just Jest

There's something I see about you

Bold and clever

And you've seen me like no one has before

I can't seem to understand it

Why I'm drawn to you and it

Makes my heart race more and more

I've so much to hide

But no matter how I try

I'm finding it hard

To lie to you

I've never felt like this before

Every moment with you

Leaves me wanting more

It's like you know quite how I feel

And all of my troubles aren't real

I'll make this last

'Cause you don't know my past

I'm just Jest

I'm just Jest

I'm just Jest!

What would my friends say

My heart's too far away

No matter what I want

How can I stay?

I'm used to playing a part

But how do you act when it hurts your heart?

How can I tell you the truth?

Who would it hurt more, me or you?

I'm tired of lying

I'm tired of fighting a war

But how can I give you up now

Nothing will change no matter how

I try to find a loophole

But there's no way for me to let you go

If only you knew

But what can I do

I'm just Jest

I'm just Jest

I'm just Jest!

I'm just Jest