bubblegum Lyrics

It's hard to be me when nobody understands

What it takes to make the means justify the ends

I don't have a future full of love and friends

That's why I'm chasing clout

Taking every chance I get

Now I'm falling apart

Was it worth it in the end

Nah I don't give a fuck

Looking back on all the time I've spent

All the voices in my head got me messed up

I wanted to fix this but I fucked up

Breaking apart trying to get my hopes up

I'm tired of losing but I just can't stop

I don't care about the truth

All I wanted was to stay with you

I wanted to talk to you but I was too shy

Tell you I love you

That my heart is on fire

When I'm with you

I don't want to cry

Now I sit at home and I just want to die

All the voices in my head got me messed up

I wanted to fix this but I fucked up

Breaking apart trying to get my hopes up

I'm tired of losing but I just can't stop

I just can't stop

I just can't stop