cope Lyrics

I've been biding my time

Yeah, you've opened my eyes

When you're feeling alive

Death is waiting outside

It's been creeping me out

You know what I'm all about

You filled my head full of doubts

Yeah, you have figured me out

I've been losing hope

Trying everything to cope

I've been bending, now I broke

Second guessing, now I know

I've been digging deep

Everything you meant to me

Full of color, now it's bleak

After dark we cannot see

Fake lies, late nights

Pushing me away, like

I'm the only person that's standing in the way, like

You could never be happy if I stayed in your life

Could make me understand why all you do is gaslight

Hang tight, be quiet

Why does nothing feel right?

You've been pushing all my buttons then wonder why we fight

Why can't you stop holding shit over my head, like

Why I still try and why I still feel like

You're the only person that I ever even cared for

Now you're not around and I never see you anymore

You've been all my riches, now I just feel poor

The reaper keeps on eyeing me

But there's nothing left to fight for

I've been losing hope

Trying everything to cope

I've been bending, now I broke

Second guessing, now I know

I've been digging deep

Everything you meant to me

Full of color, now it's bleak

After dark we cannot see

I've been losing hope

Trying everything to cope

I've been bending, now I broke

Second guessing, now I know

I've been digging deep

Everything you meant to me

Full of color, now it's bleak

After dark we cannot see