Write It In My Eulogy Lyrics

I tend to get introspective, no need for introductions

Only sleep with sedatives, I swear I love it

She say I smell good, muffins in the oven

Deny my sweet tooth, pass em to my cousin

Never feels safe when I say

Never really play when they aim

Sever my headache with some drink

Just wanna lay right here for the day

I ain't never home so when I am I'm alone

I could never know what goes wrong in my dome

Wiped so many tears so I load em in the chrome

Clear skies for right now but when it rains it storms

If its written in the stars then write it in my eulogy

Hinting at my fate but there isnt a clue to see

Future seeming bright but it all looks so blue to me

People so concerned asking what did I do to bleed

Hearts growing so cold

My friends are made of snow

Don't think I'll ever let it go

Without me, you're better off

Swear I'm always tired, so why I never sleep ?

Emotionally exhausted, always hate it when I think

My girl mad I don't ever call

Don't have the energy to stop this fall

This is all

I don't have much left here

Wallowing alone in my fears

Feels like so much is clear

So tell me where you goin my dear

Anxiety inducing, don't need to be introduced

Feeling like I'm stupid, I'm already known within the group

Old girl accusing, cuz I pulled up with you

Ain't out here choosing, what the fucks a man to do ?

I talk to myself cuz I give the best advice

Think I need some help with this plan I devised

Already met my maker before I met my demise

He ain't have the answers, I'm asking whats the point in life ?

Just doing whatever feels right

Feel my way out towards the light

See the things just out of your sight

I always try to keep an open mind

Never know the things I might find

Said I'm leaving still ain't outside

I'd rather be alone when I cry, when I die

Don't wanna be missed, wipe your eyes

I, can change the weather cuz its better in the autumn

Know you still wear my sweater cuz its better than what I bought you

Tried to drown my demons snorkeling at the bottom

Of a bottle, exactly how I keep my emotions

I can split the ocean, bring life to a totem

Can't invade my temple, living life like I'm Odin

May not be God but goddamn it I'm all knowing

Stature rather imposing, thoughts too provoking

But life be getting me down so this liquor I over pour it

Weights getting heavy put it down and store it

Needa quit introducing me

This is all new to me

Don't know what you do to me

Write it in my eulogy