Demons ft. H-Nine Lyrics

My demons keep me company when I'm sitting alone

They tell me all the sinning I should do before I'm gone

I'm fogging up my vision while I'm sipping on patron

Can't even read the messages I'm getting on my phone

So don't hit me up

Vision's too blurry

I'mma pour another cup

Drinking in a hurry

Going out 11:30

About to lose all my worries in the bottom of a bottle

I'll just deal with them tomorrow

I had thought I hit the lotto

With the girl of my dreams

Then she dropped me and she taught me

Things are never as they seem

I'm just chiefing on the green

'Till my lungs collapse

When they get to asking questions

Say enough of that

Don't run it back no

I can't act natural

In uncomfortable conversations

That just leave me contemplating

Why the fuck I even be here

Steer clear is what I should've done

If I had got the chance I would've run

But now it's too late

And i'm socializing

Feeling too fake

Just pretend I'm vibing

But the mindset I'm in

Got me face to face with my demons

They come to me when I'm sleeping

But mostly when I'm awake

I don't want them for heaven's sake and

They've got me wanting more

Of highs I've had before

Things I shouldn't have done

But now they're all I want

Sometimes I'll ignore all signs

So I can unwind, unwind

My demons whisper in my ear

Things that I don't wanna hear

Every time I'm feeling down

They all know to come around

My demons they nasty

My demons they catch me

My demons throw me around like a motherfucking frisbee

My demons they know me

My demons they mock me

My demons pass me around like a motherfucking freebie

My demons they get me

My demons they tempt me

My demons take a break and I just stay right where they left me

My demons they see me

My demons they leave me

My demons turn the channel to my mistakes on the TV

Nothing goes on forever

I'm still addicted to pleasure

Invoking spirits in the garden

I hope I only called angels

Only drugs could bring me back together

I am some kind of monster

Since a teeny tiny teenager

Had to fuck around, insult my own mother

Vaping until cancer

I opened my eyes, now what the fuck is that?

I'mma need a motherfucking cure

Always insecure (always always always)

Happiness still a mystery

And this life still obscure

My French girlfriend says I have a big cœur

Inside, I'm a great potential or some kind of rapper

Outside, I'm a motherfucking facteur

Screaming at the Pastor

"Why does He make everything taste so sour ?"

Bet that I need some fucking help

I got suicidal tendencies but I can't kill myself ooh

Motherfucker I'm the truth

I only say that when I got nothing to lose

I could be dumb happy, numb HIP

Shit, what would you chose ?

You happy inside your own shoes ?

Me I got tired

Only when I'm down I'm inspired to inspire

Look at all these dead wires

Guess I'm disconnected

Like the wheels to the car when you changing tires

I'm always thinking about

That time in the afterlife

I must have been high as a kite

When I said "I wanna know what human life feels like"

You stupid ass fucking trash

I hope you learn your lesson never come back

Life on earth is violent

Even if you dye your hair violet

You could shine the brightest

You'd still be completely transparent

Shit, I don't got no talent

My demons they nasty

My demons they catch me

My demons throw me around like a motherfucking frisbee

My demons they know me

My demons they mock me

My demons pass me around like a motherfucking freebie

My demons they get me

My demons they tempt me

My demons take a break and I just stay right where they left me

My demons they see me

My demons they leave me

My demons turn the channel to my mistakes on the TV

Um, my demons

My demons

My de- my de- my demons

My demons

My de- my de- my demons

My demons follow me

My demons the only ones

Who really love me

My demons

I love

I hate my demons