In Memory of the Dungeon Lyrics

Long nights by myself is when it gets real

Nobody to rely on, no, no drinks, no pill

Drowning in my thoughts I sit up and sit still

And I don't got the energy to express how I feel

I pour my heart and soul into these mixtapes

They brought me back from death, softened my mistakes

I know I shouldn't be so hard on myself

But why are you in love with something that I hate ?

When you look in the mirror do you see pain in your eyes ?

When you're feeling depressed are you even surprised ?

I got so used to it being part of my life

Having 3 good days got me looking around like "this isn't right"

You should free your mind

Free your light

Free yourself

(Free your mind

Free your light

Free yourself)

I can't

As it turns out I'm the only one I can't help

Don't deserve it

Don't deserve it

Don't deserve it

Don't deserve it

You should free your mind

Free your light

Free yourself

(Free your mind

Free your light

Free yourself)

I can't

As it turns out I'm the only one I can't help

Don't deserve it

Don't deserve it

Don't deserve it

Don't deserve it

I don't know who I am underneath this spiral

Cause all I ever knew was survival mode

I hate myself to death and I let myself know

I hope you don't relate, God I hope you don't know

And every damn night there's a monster coming out

Telling me all I am could never be right

Replaying my strongest fears I'm having flashbacks

Feels like reliving it all every single night

Feeling like a fraud in front of this mic

Refusing every single damn chance that I have

My song in my headphones, won't play it out loud

And if I ever perform I'll make sure I pass out

They see me all cocky but I'm full of self hatred, self doubt

Something in my mind keeps yelling it's too loud

It tells me "don't shout"

I feel like a bird crashed on the ground

Before even learning how to fly

You should free your mind

Free your light

Free yourself

(Free your mind

Free your light

Free yourself)

I can't

As it turns out I'm the only one I can't help

Don't deserve it

Don't deserve it

Don't deserve it

Don't deserve it

You should free your mind

Free your light

Free yourself

(Free your mind

Free your light

Free yourself)

I can't

As it turns out I'm the only one I can't help

Don't deserve it

Don't deserve it

Don't deserve it

Don't deserve it

I hear the echos of the past

From the grave I hear the screams of a little child

Validation seeking, thinking

"If you don't value me I have no meaning"

Everybody thinking I'm over sensitive

As a matter of fact I am

There's not a single bad feeling I never experienced

Raising from the mud but any second I might go back there

I know the entries

I know my way around it's like my home

My only place, my only way, my only bed, my only face

I thought the only way

For me to get out of this fuckin' place

Was to go back to earth where I was made

I had so much to give look at this waste

Look what you did

I could've been someone

My hoodie up I'd rather see no one, be no one

You should free your mind

Free your light

Free yourself

(Free your mind

Free your light

Free yourself)

I can't

As it turns out I'm the only one I can't help

Don't deserve it

Don't deserve it

Don't deserve it

Don't deserve it

You should free your mind

Free your light

Free yourself

(Free your mind

Free your light

Free yourself)

I can't

As it turns out I'm the only one I can't help

Don't deserve it

Don't deserve it

Don't deserve it

Don't deserve it