Flaw Or Fly Lyrics

I'm paranoid about my life and finding inner truth

I'm paranoid about the heights I climb to peak the room

I'm paranoid about my past making current news

I'm paranoid about my wins they feel like I lose

I'm paranoid about my heart I hope it never dims

I'm paranoid about my family hope they never wince

I'm paranoid about the streets blood soaked and rinse

I'm paranoid about my paranoia ever since

I was kid my anxiety was the roots of my issues

Wasn't beneficial being the nigga you could vent to but never could vent

My intent was to project a sense I was trynna prevent

And my respect was an aspect that I would resent

I never meant to be the type that would always deflect

I say it with my chest

Nah I'm speaking from diaphragm

Picture that matter fact here's another diagram

My parents dropped 5 racks just to get my teeth straight

But a part of me wished that I could still get veneers

Cause I was never satisfied insecurely state

Cause I was feeling pressure like how I would appear

I bought a pair or Jordans I was trynna be independent

Found out they were fake and I thought the whole world was gonna end

Back then I was just getting into latest trends

But that setback set me back another 10

Years weeks months

Now and days time just fades together

I try to go outside but I hate the weather

Meet new people everyday I can't face whoever

With a clean slate

Mistrust got me feeling different each day

My pride is my keep sake

So no can't relax

I see the goons plotting on me

So if you see me trynna swerve don't go talking to me

Up the 5 percent tints

Rolling down Durham

Can't nobody go and track my motion

The other week I doubled back like a couple of times

Could've swore I saw the same car stopped at the light

You may call it delusions

I call it keeping three eyes locked

On the prize and the block on the guys and the opps

Niggas going out sad and they bean got stalked

Cause they talked now they stretched in the streets with some chalk like

I don't confide that isn't me

Hear the rumors conspiracies

Who is who suspiciously

Maybe cause they envy me

I'm down bad in disbelief

Everywhere I see enemies

Prophesying the end of me

Don't know when but we gonna see

Float through the floor of the sunken place

Olympic bound got a mile watch me run in place

I'll settle down open up for some company

And move around culturally need a foreign taste

But think about everybody that I failed back when

I had doubts everyday living in my skin

then coming out of the shadows with a new found wit

I'm now proud cause my ego going 10 for 10

I'm outside feeling better than I ever did

My ideas more focused than I ever spit

Tried to find the blueprints now I am the grid

Scared to show the strong side now I am the blitz

Cared about other people what they thought of me

But fuck that if I got niggas who still rock with me

What's a reason for a search cause that's all I need

I know myself I ain't here to be a wannabe