all the things i should let go Lyrics

I have traced these spirals to end

Scoured every pitfall I've descended

And all I wound up proving is what I already knew

That even though it's harmful, I just can't let go of you

I keep holding on to all the things I should let go

I tried to break the pattern, but it constantly evolves

Remedy every injury now

Don't let the pain of the past get you down

I'm still holding on to all the things I should let go

Washed away the stains, nothing seems to change

Remedied the symptom, failed to cure the plague

Haven't slept for days, still I'm wide awake

Functioning as normal, even though I strain

I like to think I'm better than I was before

But I looked at the proof and now I'm not so sure

This won't end until I ask for more

I keep holding on to all the things I should let go

I tried to break the pattern, but it constantly evolves

Remedy every injury now

Don't let the pain of the past get you down

I'm still holding on to all the things I should let go

When I found my purpose I felt like I didn't deserve it

Told myself I wasn't worth it, worked to earn it

I've been getting better, but I've still got far to go

I'm an architect imprisoned by the walls

That I once built as shelter from the storm

I keep holding on to all the things I should let go

I tried to break the pattern, but it constantly evolves

Remedy every injury now

Don't let the pain of the past get you down

I'm still holding on to all the things I should let go