choking on butterflies Lyrics

I'm choking on butterflies while everything around me tries

To tell me that I'm gonna be fine, but I can't seem to think

Overcoming every obstacle I've ever had to face

Was rational and logical, but now the plot has changed

Cause I know what I'm missing, but I don't know how to get it

So I'll decimate whatever's in my way

I hope to find the pleasure in this pain

But I'm so lost that I can't hear your name

Without choking on butterflies

I hope to find the answers, and I hope to find them soon

Cause pondering these questions always leads me back to you

Oh, distances fade, but the difference remains

I'm the moth and you're the flame

I hope to find the pleasure in this pain

But I'm so lost that I can't hear your name

Without choking on butterflies

Uuuuugh, allright

Uuuuugh, do I have it in me

Do I have it in me

Hope is dangerous, cause I'm not the one in control

I'm helpless until all my feelings resolve

So therefore I'll call my own bluff

I'm choking on words, but I can't get enough

No purpose, no direction, still I'm guilty of chasing perfection

There's not a thing I wouldn't do

There's not a lie I wouldn't tell, I'd drown myself in the wishing well

If there was even just a chance

That I could find the pleasure in this pain

But I'm so lost that I can't hear your name

I hope to find the pleasure in this pain

But I'm so lost that I can't hear your name

Without choking on butterflies

While everything around me tries

To tell me that I'm gonna be fine

But I, I can't seem to think

While choking on butterfly wings