SOUL SEARCHING Lyrics

Soul searching I ain't been the same

I ain't accustomed to this recent change

I paid the price

Aint nothing light

But it was decent change

Till this day a nigga still amazed

Was expecting cold weather

I ain't know that it was finna rain

Guess its true when it rains it pours

I can't count it towards success

Unless I'm upping that score

Ancestors guidance

Really got me listening more

This is it I feel it up in my pores

Cuz it don't feel like a chore

Chip on my should every outfit I wore

Whoever doubted watch what I got in store

I made a promise that I can't fail cuz I swore

Some shit just can't be ignored

Never forget the ones that opened them doors

Or who I'm doing it for

New problems but the same tears

In a world full of chaos

How my mental still remain clear

Look no further cuz the pain here

I lost my daughter

Plus my grandma

And my uncle

Damn near same year

Testimony how I came here

I keep it pushing for the ones lost

So I can make a change here

Never entertain the same fear

Cuz you manifesting every thought you think

Into this plane here

The subconscious mind is a powerhouse

It creates to you all around you

What it believes to be true

So whatever it believes to be true

That's what it's going to deal with

According to the instructions you give it

Everything around you

And everything that has been attracted to you

Is like a magnet

It is impossible to stop this creation process

Even when you leave the earth

It will continue it will carry out

It will carry on creating for you

And serving you