SAY YOU DO Lyrics

I mean I love this life though

But I don't think she love me back

I guess only time will tell huh?

Huh

Repeatedly seeing nine one nine

On the clock once again

Got me thinking that

My journey was planned

Cant put my finger on it

But they watching close

Still i stand

I think i got a feeling

Will i am

And all these loses

Never came wit the rules

Losing family back to back

So confused

Feel like you lost

You dont know what to do

I know the feeling bro

Im feeling it too

How to grieve

And be a father of two

Something i had to do

I had to choose

Feel like im breaking through

Because lookin back

I almost ended soon

I took that flight to az

It made me valuate all my views

I came back to portland

Feeling like new

Shit true

Her death day

Is on your sons birthday

And i aint called to speak to

nephew that day

Shit cray

Please forgive me

If my actions delayed

To be honest

Im still trippin bout nevaeh

These shoulders bear allot of weight

Life a bitch that you cant trust

You gotta watch her moves

Im still in love Feeling like a foo

She done threw me for a loop

Like its breaking news

Naw you dont love me

Like you say do

Life a bitch that you cant trust

You gotta watch her moves

Im still in love Feeling like a foo

She done threw me for a loop

Like its breaking news

Naw you dont love me

Like you say do

Roll with the punches

Play the cards i was dealt

No excuse for all the pain that i felt

I said i do to this life without doubt

But she was only looking out for herself

Left me looking for help

Heart cold i left it right on the shelf

Because i dont need it

I should place it for sale

Huh

Face in the mirror conversation with self

How my time get cut short at year twelve?

This life is bringing me hell

Im still in love but its bitter sweet

Im still with her but she fuck around

From time to time its klling me

Im in denial i dont want to leave

Shit i dont know no other feeling

Or experience for me to see

I sit around and i just let her be

Steady hoping for a change is wishful thinking

Because she gone repeat

But she cant see its really changing me

I gotta love hate relationship

With life man this shit is deep

Life a bitch that you cant trust

You gotta watch her moves

Im still in love Feeling like a foo

She done threw me for a loop

Like its breaking news

Naw you dont love me

Like you say do

Life a bitch that you cant trust

You gotta watch her moves

Im still in love Feeling like a foo

She done threw me for a loop

Like its breaking news

Naw you dont love me

Like you say do