A Vicious Cycle Lyrics

Dead stop

Time to start all over again

Shame on me

For thinking I could ever get better, better, better

I hope I can leave

And have nobody notice me

Hand out a blessing just for me

There's nowhere I'd rather be

Than underneath the willow tree

Then maybe I'd be free

I think sometimes I'm an angel

But this time I fell

Can you make me a person

I just wanna tell you everything

Everything that I can

I'll come back to you

When I know who I am

I'll change

I'll put on a new coat of paint

I disgraced my name

And nothing can ever be the same

It don't come easy

Maybe there's something here for somebody

I can't see so far ahead of me

What is there to behold or hold

I'm a prisoner to a memory

And I feel that it's becoming me

I think sometimes I'm an angel

But I'll never tell

It's a vicious cycle

I don't feel so well

But I can still walk

As long as you want me to

So cease your talk and I'll know I'm just passing through

After all these years I'm still looking for closure

When I've already got it

My ego won't let me process the answer

I don't want to face it

Sometimes I think I'm a monster

And this time I know

I know that I am the problem

And I gotta go

No grey area

I'm fucked in the head

I can't come back to you

Can we just meet when we're dead

Can we just meet when we're dead