Disconnect and Despond Lyrics

Why disconnect and despond before I had a clue

I did my best to do what you would want me to do

My life is a mess but its one that I could stand by with you

A disconnect is breaking me, broken me isn't one I wish you knew

You are a being of drive

I am sluggish and tired

Gone in a flash my whole life

Knew you'd deal with it better but how much is too much it's almost like you never cared

I care too much that's why I burned the memories

Everything's wrong it's not how it was meant to be

What I called you I'll say now more applies to me

I don't wanna leave the house nor my bed, nor my head

Cause you're there

Why disconnect and despond before I had a clue

I did my best to do what you would want me to do

My life is a mess but its one that I could stand by with you

A disconnect is breaking me, broken me isn't one I wish you knew

How could there be someone else

You know all of myself

Parts of me not even I know so well

When we say farewell

A piece of me you've taken with you I'll never get back

I care too much that's why I burned the memories

Everything's wrong it's not how it was meant to be

What I called you I'll say now more applies to me

I don't wanna leave the house nor my bed, nor my head

Cause you're there

Why disconnect and despond before I had a clue

I did my best to do what you would want me to do

My life is a mess and a cold empty void without you

A disconnect is breaking me, broken me isn't one I wish you knew

I understand you need me to throw away the boxes

Do you get that they're the only thing that's given me life

I turn the page, it's blank the writers block is eating me away

These days I cannot stand, I cannot bear to look at my own face

I know I'll see you soon and break in two no clue of what to feel or say

I don't know what I'll do if you're long gone and I still feel this way