These Days, Lyrics

These days

I just want to give more than I take

These days

Coffee and a song keep me awake

Last night

A girl from Houston kissed me twice

Last night I got drunk and shut off my own mind

And I'm going

Oh I'm going on

Am I running

What am I running from

And when I get there

Will I bite my tongue

What will I become

When the day is done

I try

To tell myself that everything is fine

I try

To hold myself and get me through the night

Takes time

To see the world through someone else's eyes

Takes time to feel the darkness and still choose the light

And I'm going

Oh I solider on

Am I running

What am I running from

And when I get there

Will I bite my tongue

What will I become

When the day is done

And I feel guilty with my friends

How they talk me off the ledge

And they think I'm being honest

But it's only ever half of it

And I fake it to myself

So good can't even tell

Til the truth cuts like a knife creeps in my dreams I wake at night

I wake at night

I wake at night

I wake at night

I

I wake at night

I wake at night

I wake at night

These days