Why I do This (Intro) Lyrics

This is that designer living, gotta keep my eyes closed

While im loading these poles, God forgive me I been sinning

Tryna make it through this shit, Put all my trust in a bitch

Said she love me real cold, I see my mother cry her eyes out

Used to be into all of that stupid shit, no time now

This shit like the playoffs, When you stressin' with no timeouts

Tryna help my brothers get up out that fuckin' trap house

And I don't understand, I seen my brother die when I was eleven

This shit it wasn't planned, And I still think about him everyday, what

happened man, All of them niggas that used to hate now

they my biggest fan, No, wanna make my pops proud

He doin' everything for me, so I can't stop now

He said keep workin' on your craft, and son one day you gon' be great

Starting to see a lil' fame, but maybe it's just a taste

This is that designer living, gotta keep my eyes closed

While im loading these poles, God forgive me I been sinning

Tryna make it through this shit, Put all my trust in a bitch

Said she love me real cold, I see my mother cry her eyes out

Used to be into all of that stupid shit, no time now

This shit like the playoffs, When you stressin' with no timeouts

Tryna help my brothers get up out that fuckin' trap house

Singin' remedies for heartbreaks, When I got the word that you done died

You made my heart ache

Promise one day I'm gon' be great

This is the beginning

I'm tryna touch the ceiling

Said I'm tryna touch a million