Doing Now Lyrics

I don't want to be twenty something

Still stuck in my head like

Seventeen in my bedroom talking

I said that by now we'd

Paint the walls of our shared apartment

Your still everything I been wanting

I thought we could work this out

So what are you doing now

What are you doing now

Cause I still hear your voice when I close my eyes

I don't wanna be alive

Hear my soul scream and cry

From me this is my goodbye

Singing lullabies I still see you in my head

I'm so tired of crying sitting lonely in my bed

You told me that you'd stay with me no matter what

Now I see all that shit was cap , are memories all dust

But who can I blame you was playing with my brain

Said that you'd stay now you out of the frame

Said that you'd give me love all that you do is take ,you a snake I can see it in your face Yea

I don't hate I just easily replace kick her out of the door go get out of my place yea

Eating steak we been living real great get up out of my face all these niggas gone hate Yea

But who is you back up in middle school you was the only love that I knew yea yea

I was a fool for ever loving you, you was playing with my heart no April fools yea

I don't want to be twenty something

Still stuck in my head like

Seventeen in my bedroom talking

I said that by now we'd

Paint the walls of our shared apartment, your still everything I been wanting

I think we could work it out, so what are you doing now

Ion know what to say no more, I just drink the bottle till it ain't no more

I been, in my feeling you left my heart scarred yea

You know what you did to me was so wrong yea

Through the pain try to stay strong, crying all day use the drugs to numb the pain

Down a Henny bottle hope it take me away, phony niggas acting real when deep down Know it's hate

Bronem caught a case on the e way he toting on a drake, if a nigga play with him the Choppa eat his face

I been dealing with some pain that I been tryna go and hide, gotta go and hide my Feelings yea I gotta go get high

Got me having conversations with my brother in the sky

Sometimes I really wish I was just with him wish I could die

Can't count the tears that I done cried, I love you but I gotta lie

I don't want to be twenty something

And stuck in my head like

Seventeen in my bedroom talking

I said that by now we'd

Paint the walls of our shared apartment, your still everything I wanted

I thought we could work this out, so what are you doing now