Distant, Pt. 1 ft. Gryz Lyrics

Said we needed distance

Want you here keep wishin

Now your leaving and I'm finished

With you now can you listen

To the one thing I have to say

I wanted you by me til the end of time

Why could you not be there everyday

Leaving me now this extacy got me feeling like a castaway

Anxiety gets in the way, my minds full of delays, while my body's filling with decay I really wanna find a way

Find a way through my life my emotions they keep getting in the way

Ruining my mental state, ruined the way you talk to me

Shout out to sleepless cause in a grave that's where I'll be

Can't get away from peoples torments that's what I tend to see

Trynna get away but your ghost will never let me leave

Pins and needles in my back

But grinding for the top I'll never slack

While you try to push me down

I find a way to get on track

But ill never slack trynna have me go so grabbing my things now I pack

You open up the door then watch me leave, Cadillac

Wish you were there driving away, Pontiac

But seeing you is my torment why is my heart all you attack

Trapped inside your walls baby trippin' off her zodiac

I'm 500 miles away

and everyday I think of your face

In every way I miss you, okay

Are you with him or do you want me

I cut all my hoes off

I cut my wrist til I bleed out

And I know your crying now

But I didn't have a choice

Had to burn that bridge

And let you go

I just took like three

Everything's moving slow

but I, couldn't kick the cup for you

Couldn't fall in love with you

First time I saw you I was off the drugs, true

Living in my car so I couldn't buy you Jimmy Choo's

You held it down I regret how I treated you

And I know I wasn't right

All those texts where out of spite

For you I'd lose my life

I still highlight all of our times

(I still highlight)

(I still highlight)

(I still highlight)

(Every last time)