Never Ending Story... Lyrics

I have so many problem don't know where it start's where it began

Didn't stay and fight these demon's with me you got up and ran

Try to make it through your wrath I got to come up with a plan

Been fighting depression for so long why don't you understand

Do you understand the time I took for you I just can't get back

Been walking dead for so long my heart feel's it has cardiac

Arrested by my own thought's you made did you cause all these attack's

Told if I can't make it through look at the light but now I see it's black

Now I see it's black

Now I see it's black

Now I see it's black

Now I see it's black

You held me down with all your phrase's wondering was that your intent

Or was it your plan all along to hurt me with all your neglect

Now you got me lonely only thing I think is I'm a reject

You know you left it hurt's so much you don't care on how it effect's

When I showed you all this love why didn't you show the same respect

I know you said you love me but the little thing's kill's the aspect

Your bad love is so contagious in my heart it seem's to infect

I know we are only human but you said you would be perfect

Why am I so down maybe all my thought's I just haven't checked

When I'm all alone this bad aura cause's my pain to project

Why'd you have to go and leave now my mind is so torn and wrecked

Don't want to act out on your bad so myself I take time to correct

Lost my mind a long time ago everything I'm trying to collect

Injected me with suffering a mark you left so permanent

Was I a victim in your presence seen so much now I'm a suspect

Can't really tell if you hate me but now the truth I undetected

Slithering just like a snake

I'm telling you, you are so fake

Was it always your intent

To make me suffer make me break

I'm sorry that was my mistake

My love you chose not to intake

I've been taking all the pill's

Just to walk dead while I'm still awake

You know our love you can't just remake

Knowing that give's me a headache

Why do I feel I'm in pity

In my head thought's cause an outbreak

Stuck now take my life I debate

Cause now I think I wasn't great

You had me at the bottom

Even though myself I dedicate

You held me down with all your phrase's wondering was that your intent

Or was it your plan all along to hurt me with all your neglect

Now you got me lonely only thing I think is I'm a reject

You know you left it hurt's so much you don't care on how it effect's

When I showed you all this love why didn't you show the same respect

I know you said you love me but the little thing's kill's the aspect

Your bad love is so contagious in my heart it seem's to infect

I know we are only human but you said you would be perfect

Why am I so down maybe all my thought's I just haven't checked

When I'm all alone this bad aura cause's my pain to project

Why'd you have to go and leave now my mind is so torn and wrecked

Don't want to act out on your bad so myself I take time to correct

Lost my mind a long time ago everything I'm trying to collect

Injected me with suffering a mark you left so permanent

Was I a victim in your presence seen so much now I'm a suspect

Can't really tell if you hate me but now the truth I undetected