Messed Up Generation (Hardstyle) Lyrics

Bleach my hair and I pierced my nose

Got tattoos over buying clothes

I need to make more modifications

To my looks and to my situation

Tried to take all this medication

To feel like I'm not a part of this generation

I need attention for my soul

But can't talk, can't walk, wish my heart was cold

Is it so hard to see that I can't be

Can't be what people want me to be

Yeah I feel so alone, so afraid and

I don't even know where I should go

My only company is the ashes

Of all the cigarettes I just smoked

The purest form of us all is when we

(What she's trying to say)

All end up as a smoke

(Is we go jim)

I don't wanna be here any

More than you do

(Now)

Cuz all I see are shadows calling

What if they are true

Help me clear my mind cuz I can't

Do it on my own

Standing in the shadows

All is broken but my bones

Sometimes I wonder if it's all worth it

Sometimes I feel like my faith is lost

I'm sitting here, writing all these letters

But second-guessing, at what cost

And now my mind's killing me slowly

Creations made by restless nights

I'm like a clown balancing on a fishline

I will fall off and then join the northern lights

So here I am on the edge of a building

So high up I'm afraid to look down

A building I have built by myself

Cuz I'm the creator of this town

This place is built up of concrete pillars

Of all my previous doubts

Yeah my city is in my mind

(Zhané FU hardstyle)

And this ghost town is freaking me out

(Now)

I don't wanna be here any

More than you do

Cuz all I see are shadows calling

What if they are true

Help me clear my mind cuz I can't

Do it on my own

Standing in the shadows

All is broken but my bones