Test I Failed Lyrics

Depression got me hardest in the winter

Found myself drinking alone

Wandering my soul

Looking for a reason

Trying to find somewhere of my own

Faith can you be my healer

I'm broken disheveled and maimed

Driving round circles in carparks

Trying to find out your name

If this is a test

I think I failed

I cheated, I lied and I still remain

I never had the guts to stand up as such

Put my foot down

Make a claim

She left me on my birthday

In a trail of dust and flames

Thinking of another

Controlled by her mother

Still is to this day

Penny for your thoughts

I got a dollar

What's eating your mind

Lay down here

In this field cold and clear

Let the stars twinkle in your eyes

If this is a test

I think I failed

I cheated, I lied and I still remain

I never had the guts to stand up as such

Put my foot down

Make a claim

I packed my bags headed for the golden sunset

The winter of our discontent

Rode bear back camels

Climbed rocky mountains

Your sister drove me insane

Came by your house

To get a glimpse

To see you and feel welcome

Your sharpened wit

Your tainted smile

Fall asleep in my arms

If this is a test

I know I failed

I cheated, I lied and I still remain

I never had the guts to stand up as such

Put my foot down

Make a claim

Your deepest dreams become your reality

What you love has no guarantee

Do you love me

Do you love me

Do you love me

Do you love me