Rose In The Concrete Lyrics

Sweetheart, you're the rose in the concrete

Sunshine, in a snowstorm, where the clouds meet

You know my language even though I speak through these bars, what i'm dealing with you know about it girl you street smart

I messed up again, my bad I was battling

Retail therapy, I gave like management

Bought Louie V

Prada Adam Eve

Didn't want you knowin me, cause I struggled with abandonment

Hard to ride, for me aint nobody else can handle it

I was in the wrong, wick-burnin light candle-lit

Down bad, back inside the cell, like damnit man

What we had was broken I know I ain't wanna damage it

So I apologize, for tellin lies

Tellin you I loved you when I never knew why

Women by my side, but I always felt alone, cause at home, I, had you contemplating suicide

And worst of all, I'm not even gonna cry

Let the record show, that I'm just another guy

Probably-on the other side, not in touch with my emotions, but that's why I knew you special because you in touch with mine

I ain't saying take me back cause I'm no father

Said I got you pregnant and I told you I won't go farther

How, can I feel right, with a boy or a girl

When the money so tight, I, wanna fight the world

I wish I could make it all go away

Then I fucked up, so they sent me up state

But girl for you I hope to god you know I'll go harder, you in peak bloom, I'm the sickest in the rose garden

My lifestyle changed fast imma write you back

Whatever the result, know that imma be the dad

Everything I wrote is from the heart, with a cast on it

Rocket ship love, girl I love you to the moon and back

I know what we had we lost, imma find it back

I put five on it, matter fact, like a lighter pack

I'm doin time, recollection on the past

Memories I've had, when I had you like that

Love yours

Your the best I ever had