Fuck, I'm lost Lyrics

I don't wanna cry now

Don't wanna write new songs

I wanna lay down overthinking about shit that I lost

The sky looks so blue but the ocean does too

I need to spot the difference before my last breath but I got so much shit to do

You feeling good?

Well I do not

I know that you don't give a shit

Just wanted to give it a shot, that's all

I'm seeking for love

But I'm just getting fucked

Though I can't say I don't like it

Pussy brings poetry on top

They look at me

Give me a smile

Blink with the eye

If they only knew that I sleep on a roof do you think they would mind?

I do the same

Give'em a smile

Blink with the eye

And get the fuck out of there cause I don't need a new bitch in my life

So I bask in my apathy cause I can't feel a shit

I try to hide

The fact that inside of me I know that my chances just sunk because of my pride

Is it the truth that this whole life is a matter of luck?

If that is so the fact that I'm fucked is a matter of fact

Oh, I'm lost

Where's my dedication?

Oh, I'm fucked

I need a revelation

Oh, I'm lost

What's my destination?

Oh, I'm fucked

That's the situation

Look at me now

No friends, no money, no clues

Who knows where I'm heading to

But said between me and you

I'm avoiding people like they got flu

Learning is one of the best feelings but we just learn through tears

But you cheer, cause everybody gives two shits

Till you eat their bullshits you will get no bullet

And if you bend

They're gonna put it in, for sure

I believe in karma, but all I get is my ass kicked

Like in Sparta

I'm leaving half comedy half drama

My armor is hiding a soul still

And a hole inside it that I can't fill

Kinda trills me cause I don't want it to be my lost cause

I try to be open minded but people don't seem to get it

They wanna judge me and I let them

Cause I'm not afraid to get hit

Maybe I'm a masochist

I don't think you can handle me

I'm a agonist

I fuck with your brains

I'm a alchemist

I call the checkmate

Though I'm in agony and I think that you overrated my sanity