This Hell Lyrics

Once again, I'm left

To my own devices

I feel stuck, in this bed

I'm sick of all my vices

Hold me down

Keep me sane

Fucking take me out

Of this hell I've made

Been here before, I can't take it

Convinced myself, I can't change it

Trapped between instability

And the solace lost in serenity

I've made peace with the demons that haunt my sleepless nights

And I, wonder if you know the feeling, of what it's like

To waste, every waking second wishing you were someone else

It feels, like I've spent the past few years, faking what I've felt

Again I'm left

To my own devices

I feel stuck, in this bed

I'm sick of all my vices

I swear to God these walls have ears

It feels like I've never been alone in here

I spent so much time feeling sorry for myself

Every mistake I make I just blame everybody else

Floating in an endless prison

Of my own design

Drowning in the undertow

Of ankle deep seas in my mind

Locked myself in cages

With keys in arms reach

Suffocated by the hands

That were supposed to feed

Floating in an endless prison

Of my own design

Drowning in the undertow

Of ankle deep seas in my mind

Locked myself in cages

With keys in arms reach

Suffocated by the hands

That were supposed to feed

Once again I'm left

To my own devices

I feel stuck, in this bed

I'm sick of all my vices

Hold me down

Keep me sane

Fucking take me out

Take me out

Take me out

Of this hell I've made