headstone Lyrics

Grey skies, cloudy mind

Break my little heart of mine

End my life, tell a lie

Tell them it was suicide

I have a note I keep inside

In my dungeon full of fire

Close your eyes, hold me close

Don't waste our time, tomorrow night

I'll be a ghost and don't cry

You'll be fine, at least I hope

I tie the noose, I tie the rope

I make it fit around my throat

I see the end, it's getting the close

Don't tell my friends, don't call my phone

Don't cry for me, just smoke some dope

Cause I was here, I was all alone

I found a way to end the pain

Put a bullet through the brain

All the voices go away

I promise you I'm not inane

I consume what holds my doom

It pales my face, it breaks my chains

I sealed my fate it's coming soon

Prepare my tomb you'll hear a boom

Now my walls are stained

You can't save me, you came too late

You cry, you scream, you back away

Take a breath and hope and pray

But either way there's no heart rate

My body lay, awaiting my grave

I escaped the pain and flames

Now I face Hell's red gates

There I lie 6 feet deep, all my evil underneath

My family's there, they cry and grieve

My ex bitch there, she lie and screams

She hates the blame and claims she couldn't see

Any signs of suicide in me, they were clear to see

I even wrote a little note

I guess I hoped

You would Come save me

But I was on my own, depression overgrown

And now you'll never know I didn't wanna die

I just couldn't live if you hate me

Please forgive me

Headstone

Broken bones

Soul flown

Body sown

Flowers grow

I sit below

On the throne

Where darkness glows

I wait for you to come find me

Sitting in the flames that you hoped for me

Reading all the things that you wrote to me

Explaining how you both love and hate me

Now that I'm gone would you hold me tight

Now that I'm gone do you hear me when you cry

You said you moved on but it felt like a lie

Now I'm wondering if you talk to the sky