death bed Lyrics

Laying in the hospital bed

Bloody straps on my head

Clinging onto life, but I'm closer to my death

Slaying all my demons, all I see is red

Ears ringing as they pumping my chest

While I take my last breath

Momma crying, her son dying

Love never expressed, memories horrifying

Soul flying, my pain progress

I seem to forget who I am, where I am

Clocks say two am, that don't make no sense

I watched myself die, why do I exist

You walked as I lie on my death bed

Here lies another night, I can't forget

I don't cry, I just drink instead

I hear screaming in my ears

Dying to all my fears, shadows reappear

I feel them getting near

How'd they find me here

I left without a trace

Abandoned my own name

I wear a fake face, yeah I try to disappear

Amidst all the dark, I see a little light

At first was a spark, but it's growing really bright

Tries to leave a mark, keeps me up all night

I think I hear alarms, but I can't open my eyes

I'm stuck in this place I think I recognize

My blood on display

On those walls that all are white

I die as I embrace memories that kill my mind

I try to runaway, I run back to that night

I run back to that night