My Mother Says She's Proud of Me Lyrics

I've got this feeling in my gut

I'll never change

I feel like throwing up

And I can feel it in my lungs

From all from smoking

When I run I wish I'd give it up

Think there's a party on tonight

Later maybe you'd like to come?

Because I need to feel the crush of bodies

Other than my own

Our faces flush it's such a rush

To feel like maybe I'm okay for once

Your touch is all I have to fall back on

It's so tough to need that much

When all I want is to want nothing at all

Hold you close like it's the end of time

We don't move much but the feelings nice

And I'll feel lost soon as the morning hits

The comedowns quick when you're expecting it

It all felt easy back when we were kids

And now I know the script by heart

I was never under an illusion of grace

And I'll carry my resentments till I'm gone

It's so hard to be together and it's so hard moving on