Karma Lyrics

I think I was born without empathy

All this vague imagery

How am I supposed to understand

All these scam artists

Y'all starting to get to me

Promise I'm doing the best that I can

It's getting harder

To live so unguarded

I don't care what you put on Instagram

That shit doesn't matter

It's mostly unflattering

I'll never tell you I'm more than I am

My life a holding pattern–someone tell me when to get off

Open the parachute descend before I run out of options

Waste another week where I don't leave the block

Hope no one here knows my name because I don't wanna start shit

This shit got me exhausted

Know I'm sweet but obnoxious

Always speaking in code

At least I'm tryna be honest

Never quite sure what you wanted

Thought I was sweet till I lost it

Wish you'd leave me alone

My mind a spiral

I wanted to disappear

How to vanish in America

A phone pressed to my ear

And my number hasn't changed

Think I'm wasting my best years

Up all night on the internet

God just wasn't clear enough

Can I keep from thinking too much

Each weekend I wanna give up

And that's why I get so drunk

(Yeah how's that going for you?)

I can't stop from running my mouth

Never knowing what might slip out

Hoping nothing gets around

(Yeah how's that going for you?)

I'm scared to death I'm not enough

I'll never be all you wanted

How long do I have to keep this up

I'm scared to death I'm not ok

It's fucked up

The smoke in my lungs

Just turned to a crutch

I'm coming undone yeah

Each fall

The movies unchanged

Been losing my faith

It's all a rerun yeah

I've lost touch

With all of my friends

Who's left to care for me?

Be honest

Does it get better?

Does it get better?

Does it get

I know there's something out there I pray

Kneel nightly hope for an escape

I know that something out there's holy

I know there's something out there oh wait