Why I Break (Demo) Lyrics

In my mind

A band is playing

My favorite song

I'll sing along

Because is I didn't

You'd see the truth shining through

And I won't budge

I'll stay here

It gets comfortable

After some years

Breaking down with a cigarette in my hand

Wishing I could just be there with that band

Breaking down wishing for something stronger than a cigarette in my hand

Inside

I want turmoil

I can't say why

I just want to die

A constant mood

A constant tale

A constant doom

Breaking down with anything in my hand

Wishing I could begin to understand

Why I break so often

Why do I break so often

Why do I rob myself of joy

Why do I bring myself pain

Why do I do anything

Why do I try anymore

I won't tell them

I won't tell them

I won't tell them

I won't tell them

Time is useless

Has no uses

It just passes

And confuses

I won't tell them

I won't tell them

I won't tell them

I won't tell them

Like an ocean

Mixed emotions

Nothing to feel

I feel hopeless