Every Season (Demo) Lyrics

I feel breathless

Like air's not mine

It's suspended

And froze by time

Now I feel too much

I could shatter everything

Do something fun

That ensures I won't make it passed Winter

I broke myself

I broke my brain

I broke my life

It's easier to blame

And deal with things myself

There's no proof I'm not the cause

No proof that I am not pure evil

Every season

I tongue kiss Death

I remember how she felt in my throat

In the Winter

I swallow her whole

Every reason

I am to blame

In the Summer

I make God blush

I'm just like them

Full of chaos

In the springtime

I hate it all

Every minute

I hate myself

In the autumn

I hate my dreams

They're not real

They're not real

And I can try

It would be for nought

I can't keep trying

'Cause it's not doing

I gave up

I give up

I am done

I'll ask permission

Can I be done

Can I be done

Every season

I tongue kiss Death

I remember how she felt in my throat

In the Winter

I swallow her whole

Every reason

I am to blame

In the Summer

I make God blush

I'm just like them

Full of chaos

In the springtime

I hate it all

Every minute

I hate myself

In the autumn

I hate my dreams

They're not real

They're not real

They're not real now

They're not real no

They're not real

They're not real now

They're not real no

They're not real