....i wish i could sleep (bonus track) Lyrics

I had a dream about you last night

I remember that we were standing outside

It was dark. You could see all of the stars

It was a beautiful night

It was a full moon as well

There were lots of people around us but I couldn't recognize their faces

I could only recognize yours

Even though I couldn't recognize them, I could see that everybody was happy

We were all happy

It's a dream in a dream and I seen in my dream that you dreamt it

Clean, perfect scene how you kept it

Time intercepted

Sign after sign you reminded me

That it's only twine that's connected

Meaning that it's easy to depart, but that's only if that's really what I want

With a high cost, like buying foreign cars

Leaving me at odds

It's funny how the crescent moon's shining

Upon your gaze

In rage, its reminiscent of a diamond

S'funny that I mention remnants of the past

Cause given the fact I applied pressure, was the hashing of the chapters

Cause of festering and banter

Cataclysmic to a T

Nothing else describes it better

I'm so sorry for the jester like no moments

Playing games when I ain't have to

Blaming you for doing it, cause I could do it casual bad

Almost like I wake and say a daily mantra

Don't care about the consequence of what I did to haunt ya

There's so many bad habits that I started growing fond of

I lost myself and dealt some cards I couldn't sell or offer, too

Many times I ducked away and let your mental wander

I, built this house on sinking sand the depths it goes, is awful

I'm the problem and I'm saying that to you because I can't admit to anybody else how I could cause you all this stress and still you stay with me

Maybe it's the fact that we're like lock and key and can't another person come between us

Look I'm sorry I'm so toxic, I can't stand the way I tend to act and knowingly I do it

Means of coping, is the pen and pad

I'm bleeding on the daily

Aching body, soul is screaming

Had I known I'd grow into this, I'da stopped it in a minute

Flash forward here I am, pleading that you forgive me for everything I did

When you're not even real

Solely just cemented in my head

Penned about you, knowing you would never hear it

But you're here with me in spirit and forever in my dreams cause

We were in a good place

There was no fear

No sadness