7 years (...in remembrance) Lyrics

Reminiscing at the view, wishing I could do the things they deem impossible

And bring you back to roots to where it started from

Not easy knowing you can't see the progress and the sessions had

We spoke about this very life but now I'm on this mission alone

Or at least that's what it seemed like

Everybody sectioned off and nothing seemed to seem right

Equate it when this life assigned, is minus one that was the glue to everything

It hurts to feel the perishing

Taking me some time to time it but to me nothing seems to be adding up

Question everything they said

It's me that's tryna judge a judge and figure out the reason

That it took them seven years to figure something we could figure out in just a couple hours

Tryna put the pieces back together like Exodia to bring you back to life

But I know that's never unfolding cause the truth of the matter is that you're gone now

I'm supposed to be sitting back and relaxing?

I don't know how

I know myself

And I'll probably never recover

It's eating me from the inside, knowing I lost a brother in you M.I

Know you see the way it hurt us all

Your baby sister keeps asking me to visit, when she calls

I would, but I don't have the heart to stomach it

I'd fall to my knees and begin to beg and plead and ask where in the law is this allowed

Silence deafening while standing in the crowd

But I'm holding myself together trying not to show an ounce of the pain that I feel

But every day I'm inching closer

Cause every second passing is one that I'm getting older and it's killing me to know

That every day I'm getting colder, but peace is brought to my thinking

Knowing heaven gained a soldier for real

Heaven gained a soldier for real